IN THE OFFICE BY 8 AND I FEEL GREAAAAAATTTT!!!
Ok, so can you say “CRAZZZZZZZYYYYYY” That is how I felt yesterday by the end of the day!! The walls were closing in on me and I literally got packed for work last night and said there is no way I am staying home again!! I got up at 5:20AM, and jumped(hopped with one leg) into the shower with a bag over my leg to keep the stitches dry. I was excited and energized to get back into the swing of things. If you ever need a reality check as to whether you love you career or life take some time off and think.. AND I mean sit and be still until you can’t stand it.. That will put things into perspective. Today I am loving life and and just happy to be in the game! I am finding that I appreciate my life much more, definitely appreciate my career(even as hard as it is), appreciate the people I work with! AND appreciate my wife who drove me to work today!! Thank you Jenny!!
Today I am thanking God for my life! I read this yesterday and it really hit home in quietness of my heart.. Luke 9:24-25 “for whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it. What good is it for a man to gain the whole world and yet lose or forfeit his very self?” The words of Jesus.. I believe I was meant to hear that because I have literally tried to control my whole world before this surgery and now that I am forced to be still and listen I realize that if I try to gain success by my “own” power I will fail.. Faith has brought me to a new understanding that everything I have has been given to me… It is not mine.. I must hold on loosely to what I have and not let greed take over my life..Yet to be thankful for life itself.. An eternal perspective..